The worst thing in life is to end up with people that make you feel all alone. Did you enjoy being with a bunch of people often? Good and stable relationship requires exchanging in physical way and psychological way. It is impossile for them to treat you in the way you want if they don't realize what kind of person you are actually. I am here so now what? Just another 5, 10, 20 years of stagnating, mooching off of friends and family, accomplishing nothing of significance. Fortune shined upon me, and a friend called to ask if I wanted to play some pool at a local bar. Check the and before posting. If you are looking for a more solution-oriented community, check out or.
I don't have a problem talking to anyone in Teamspeak but when it comes to real life, it's like it doesn't compute. Does any of this make sense to you? For me, it's usually the idea that somehow, somewhere, I done fucked up bad. No one can and no one may. So I would suggest looking back to when you were a kid. Don't just settle for whatever comes your way. This is rule 1 of the Law of Attraction.
The only thing stopping me from suicide is that I've been compelled to believe that suicide is the only sin with no forgiveness. I also realised once how contradictory my behaviour was, for example by wishing nothing more to have someone that realises I'm feeling so bad, showing they care, just being there or talking to me. I find it helps to remember what my friends have said to me in support. If it helps, I always like to think that if it ever gets really bad, so bad that I'm about to pull the plug, there is always one option. Why should I be alone for? When you focus on the negativity of being single, you are only putting negative vibrations out there to everyone. In reality, there is a magnificent difference between being lonely and being alone.
Approved research posts will have a tag that only moderators can apply. Loneliness is the 3am thoughts that haunt your dreams. I see a therapist once a week and I am somewhat of an enigma to him. I love solitude and silence. It can be unbelievably exhilarating to go it alone. Why does everyone think that being in a relationship or married is superior to being alone? Subsequently, she becomes friends with the happens-to-be-famous Chef, relishes in food heaven and has a fabulous night to remember.
It seems like it's fulfilling a need but it actually just makes me more lonely. The point is: I spent more time alone than with people and I enjoyed it. But what I actually want is someone to just hold me and tell me everything will be okay. You, hereby, have free range to invent an entire new persona for the evening. It is an orphan form. You usually spend the most amount of time with them, so they will expose you to whatever they are absorbing.
Have you ever seen Last Holiday starring Queen Latifah? Maybe you're feeling down on yourself or you're feeling lonely because haven't been on a date for a long time. When you sleep alone you can starfish the sheets all through the night and no one is going to say a damn word about it. I caused dreams which caused death. Then again, I feel no one would approach me if I was. And there are studies that apparently confirm that only face-to-face interaction truly fulfills the social need.
Didn't last long, but it was awesome to just not feel tied down to society anymore, if only for a few weeks. Trust me, this is therapy at its finest. Most vanish when the game loses popularity but a few stick and stay around permanently for the next game they start playing. But God knows where you are and has a good plan for your future. I also like dancing, fishing, playing poker sometimes and vegetable gardening — corn, tomatoes, cucumbers, I have a big garden every year. A supportive space for anyone struggling with depression. I know suicide seems really nice especially when thinking about the future and how we have to put up with the unbelievable level of retarded bull Shit that people actually think is okay.
The art of conversation is great for the chit-chat and small talk. Though lately i'm seriously starting to believe my bag of illnesses and misfortunes is worse. . So, go ahead and do you, boys and girls. I think about killing myself every day.
Keep busy and have fun. But when I am finally with a friend. I just like quiet and time to myself. It's pretty awkward to do that with someone you're not close too. Go to the nearest city or something, maybe live in the woods.
Or at least have a friend to meet up with eventually and a phone on you. Or given a second chance at a different life. But therein lies the obstacle. I had become a living fantasy on a theme in dark, endless dirges…. For me, the hard part about this is accepting myself and what I want to do. If you like yourself, please find some friends that will treat you right as much as your old friends might not be helping you.